You talk about it like it is as simple and emotional as tieing your shoes.

Killing yourself. You say it is all that is left for you to do, but you are wrong.
You can be an adult, be strong and fix the the problems correctly.

Suicide is for those who are selfish and don't want to take the time and effort to fix their life.
I know.
I've tried.

If things are so bad
then fix them!
Stop saying you can't
and start believing in yourself.

Make your life your own
and be your best.

Stop making someone's best your best.

I love you.