Falling slowly

You still know me

how I used to be

I know this is a new start, but i am so scared.

I am so eager to get into your head again.

Know you again.

be yours again.

Your girl.

Your Deary.

Your Mrs.

Your love.

I want to hear you say I love you again, like I tell you everyday.

I never stopped. 

Never will.

If you only you could hear my thoughts.

I am so terrible at saying what I want to say.

my thoughts fight each other.

Which one to say first before it is forgotten and never said.

Ramble.

It's all I can do.

But when I try,

my mouth tightens and nothing is said.

All I can give is a timid, pathetic stare to the floor.

Your eyes pierce me ,

and I feel them even more when you lift my chin to meet face to face.

I am fear.