Back from PA.
I feel like I was there for a day, and now that I am back I feel like I have been gone for years.
I am a stranger.
A ghost to this place.
There is no life for me here.
When I am in Pittsburgh, even when I was not with Ken, I felt like I had a life.
I could build myself. A life. A future.
I need to relocate.
If I could, I would runaway with my suitcase and leave this place behind.
Even my family doesn't tie me here.
My strings feel cut.